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Mother's Day 2011 |
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Holding Will on the day we found out we were pregnant! |
My first Mother's Day....and an amazing, blessed day it was. I was able to reflect on my journey to motherhood today, and thanked the Lord for all of the joy that Ava has brought to my life. I love being a mommy more than I ever imagined that I would; I knew that I would like it, and I hoped that I would be good at it, but I never knew how completely overjoyed I would be in loving this little one every day. As happy as I am to be a mommy, I can't help but think about my friends who struggle with infertility. I think back on all of the Mother's days that I spent longing for a child, waiting for my own little miracle. Our journey lasted a mere year-and-a-half, but was painful and at times seemed that it was never going to have a happy ending. I learned a lot about myself and my faith in God through this time, clinging to His promise that He knew the plans that He had for me, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11) I clung to God's love for me, to His promises for abundant life. And after failing fertility treatments, my husband and I decided to take a break and pray about the next step, which for us was adoption. Shortly after our prayerful period started, our good friends received their own miracle in being chosen to be parents of a beautiful baby boy (whom we are now the godparent's of). The day that we met Will for the first time, we also found out that God had blessed us with our own miracle! I love that God chose His own time, and that He gave us a beautiful story. Medicine may have failed, but my God prevailed over everything that was against us. God is so good, He is good ALL the time!
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Ava and I with our friends Brooke, Liz (Will's mom), and Will (15 months). |
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At church on Mother's day. |
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Flowers from my sweet brother - Ava loves them and squeals every time she sees them! |